Bratz Slutwear for 8 year olds

this is so stupid.
Who here plays with bratz dolls? Or, better question has anyone seen a Bratz doll (not the movie)?
If you did, you will see little dolls, with poofy lips, boobs, butts, and "slutty clothing". Personally, i used to have a bratz doll, until i saw the other kinds of dolls. I swear, its like slut wear for infants!

And, since little girls always want to be like the picture perfect little dolls in the windows at the store, they ask their parents for that kind of clothing, for that kind of makeup, and act like bratz. THAT'S RIGHT! Brats (with an S, for all of you kids who use the terrible slang of nowaday civilization) are the kids that are in 6th grade or lower, who have myspaces, look like sluts themselves, and get the whole Myspace group in trouble.

Then, the parents blame the myspace for "turning their kids into sluts!" and nagging at the online predator's attention. MYSPACE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!! It was your daughter/son, who's friend's got them into that stuff, let peer pressure get at them, and wanted to look hot and sexy so that school kids will envy them. I say, pressure on women's beauty is at its limit as it is. I hate it! I've been to my cousin's house (he's 23, so, he has LOADS of posters on his walls... shudder). ANHOREXIC women, their ribs poking out, their skin pale... THAT'S NOT BEAUTY. it's HORRIBLE! Some women are calling it the holocaust... I find that too dramatic. But, seriously, they looked like SKIN and BONES...
I say, if you are in the 6th grade, WAIT!!!!! Think about what you are doing. remember that what goes on myspace... STAYS on myspace. it can't get reversed. People will copy pictures, post comments, REPLY to messages. It's happened before... it WILL happen again.

But, the question is, will you let it happen to YOU?
... THAT'S MY 5 CENTS INTO THIS WORLD. like anyone will care, their finger halfway down their throat. XP

Rap all you want, i'm not having sex

ok, everyone should know about my perspective on rap. It was good in the days where it was decent and respectful. no one took other people's stuff and made it into their own version worse than the original, no remix's and no disgrace.

If you like rap, hip hop, or RnB, I suggest you do not read further. Do not complain to me if you do read it and feel offended. I am telling you now! this IS a warning!!

But, now, it's perverted, and well, just plain dumb. I COULD WRITE A RAP SONG! all I need is to go to jail for 7 years for peeing on and raping a little girl, get addicted to meth, have hoes around my house, and say the N word every 2 words. Then, i need to get a gun, get a sleezy criminal for a manager, and sell a song... and hopefully shoot someone. then, i'd get a reward for "best rap song ever".

That's what the people want, right? ... well, at least with the men.

Ugh. I just don't like their music videos either. It's sex and drugs. SEX AND DRUGS!!!!! cmon everyone! come to my house for some "cheese".
And whats worse than the rap iself? Thos show sthat make fun of the rap industry! Take for example, Family Guy. Now, don't be confused, I personally enjoy Family Guy. I find it mildly amusing. But, their jokes on the racial impact of the rap industry is just not funny to me. But, of course, someone likes those jokes, (we all know who they are) for they keep putting them in their skits.

well, what can you do about the industry and the economy anyways?

God has no debt!!

*Sigh* *smile* *giggle* *laugh* *dance around the room* *shush the laugh* *sit down* *giggle again* *tear*

God is great. I can say that with "tear in my eye" meaning. Already highschool is support. I have no more refuge. I have no need for it! I can finally smile. I think of myself as more than some shadow, more than some kid no one likes, no longer a worthless, pitiful, disgusting creep. I feel like I'm in 6th grade again. Before all of the 7th grade stuff, I was completly happy with my life. I was immortally happy. I felt completly refined. Even if it only lasts for a while, it's still home. I'm back...

I'm back, world. earth, Sun, Moon, I'm back. I miss this world. I'll need help, god. I'll need help. But, I won't let you down. Not this time...

I will NEVER let that happen, god. I hope you can hear me. can you hear me, god? I'm not that again. not that thing I called myself. I'm Jackie. I'm me...
I'm me...
*sigh* *Tear* *chuckle* ... *sob* It feels so good to be ME again. I can't even say how it feels... how good this is... how I want to jump to the heavens, shout past the constellations, to sing my heart out! How I can't numb the lump in my throat when I think of all that has happened. I feel so great. So cleansed. So renewed. So new! So old. so different. Sighs couldn't describe this enough. I don't know what to say. I dont know how to describe this. I can't describe this. It's a miracle I'm still here. I can say that full well. I would've gone a long time ago if it weren't for god's blessings. Oh, I couldn't feel any better than this. I know that this will never go. It shocks me that I'm saying this finally with a positive attitude. Oh...
God has no debt.

"leave the past in the past and find our future. For Misery loves company. Well so long, you'll miss me when I'm gone. You're gonna miss me when i'm gone."
Simple Plan (When I'm gone)

"You never really understand how good home is unless you've been somewhere else for a long time."
Juno

"Where can I go from your spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there.
If I make my bed in the depts, you are there."
Matthew 1: 8-12

Sigh.

I'm sorry. I'll do a better post next time.
*tear*

GO PHELPS

amazing!

Just wonderful! And to think the guy who had the old record was watching this when Phelps beat his "7 Golds in one Olimpics" record. !!!8!!!

And to think, right after he won, there was a commercial about the 8th gold. how did they make it that fast? I guess they just make it ahead of time, and decide if when he won to put it on. if he didn't win, they wouldn't put on the commercial.

No doubt

that's right. a new poem. in fact, it's probably going into the novel. So, check it out.

ugh, more olympics

did anyone NOT hear about the lip syncing?

It turns out that The girl in the opening ceremony that sang that adorable song... wasn't really singing, but was lip syncing. Yang Leiyi was singing instead. She wasn't allowed to sing because she wasn't (get this) CUTE enough. The whole government got involved with it.

Like that couldn't hurt her self esteem. The whole government agreeing that you're not cute at all. "Oh my god, she's HIDEOUS!!! get her OFF the stage."
that's communists for you. They have to have everything perfect.

She's not even that ugly. She's still cute! UGH. some people...

PIE!

I made my first homeade pie.

you know, real homeade crust, real apples, real filling... and it's awesome! It's actually good. I put ice cream and whip cream on it.

But, who really cares?
... I DO!!! hehe.

woohoo!!!... boohoo.

has anyone seen the Olympic's Opening Ceremony for 08/08/08 in Beijing??

did you know that Beijing is Chinese for Anesthesia? ... either that or some other disease. lol!

They said that the Olympic Ceremony was the single best in history... over 2000 cast members, over 30,000 fireworks, and their displays... AH, it was amazing!!! And the events... I miss the summer Olympics. I just miss it.

The one thing I won't miss? China. period. just the whole thing going on with China... all of the homicides, all of the killings, how the government doesn't help with the earthquake, Tibet, or any of the things... and the Communism. I'm sorry, but, I could not stand how over 3/4 of the children, OUR AGE, don't even know what human rights even means, and 1/2 of the population never even heard it before.

Then again, there are those in China who don't even understand why we're ok in this Democracy. They don't understand how we can deal with this free power we have, how we choose what we do everyday... and so on and so on. It's sorta sad if you think of it.

well... I'm done. I've been watching all of this stuff on TV. I just got to say Rest in Peace to the man who got killed by the Chinese man... who later killed himself. he also seriously injured the victim's wife who is still in the hospital. the two were sightseeing with their guide.

Rant #????? ; Pills in yo MIND!!!

Well, I think it's the third, but, oh well.

So, I go to the dentist every 6 months (as should all of you). But, this is screwed up, I have to take pills 1 hour before I go. That's because I have the heart problem, you know, the surgery when I was 1.5 years old. So, Every year, the amount of pills gets bigger. This year, I had to take 3 whole things. they're, like, 1/4 the size of my thumb (look at your thumb, imagine having to swallow 1/4 of THAT... 3 times). Every time I swallow one, my mouth tastes like cardboard, my hands tingle verociously, and I go to gagging. I have to take 3 of these things! I know why I have to take it, too. In case they accidentally poke my gums (which they've done even at small checkups) and the blood gets infected, it won't hurt my heart.
But, still, If I have to take another one of those things after the third one, I start to throw up. It gets so bad I feel like fainting.
And, then, I have to take one later (4-6 hours later). Why do I have to take that?? Sheesh.

OH, get this. (this cracks me up) I have a friend, she going to washburn, and she has a small acne problem, not that bad. Her parents have taken it into their power to buy some treatment. PILLS! you can actually take pills to get rid of your acne! And the side effects are just terrible. Well, some I can understand, like not eating until 1/2 hour after pill, but, some, like not laying down for an hour after pill, I just don't get. How the hell does laying down effect the pill?

Well, as you all know, our health is critical, but, for some of us, it's just downright annoying. Like, for instance, I have ADHD, so, I have to go to an ADHD doctor every 6 months. Then, I have my heart doctor, who I had to see every 6 months (we changed it recently to every year). THEN, I have my normal doctor whom I have to see every 6 months. ALSO, I have the dentist every 6 months. And some of them dentists try to be cutesy around me because I look like i'm 10. "So, how's school doing? Are the teacher's nice? Do you get stickers for good grades or E for excellent?"
I say, "Just shut up and fix my teeth. I really don't want to be here, and you don't want to shove your face into little kid's mouths all day, do you?" I just don't like the dentist after the time I went, and they had a little pool of water on the bottom of my mouth to clean their instruments. I literally choked on the stuff, I was trying to get up, trying to breathe, they held me down, all until I jerked forward, scraped my cheek on a sharp instrument, and gagged so loud, I heard a little child start to wail. Phew, I'm glad I got a new dentist. LOL!!!

And, some of the doctors out there... Ugh!
They think that more's better. It is, I agree. They just don't understand.
Like, take my friend, for instance, she sees things, and hear things, and It spooks her out. So, she gets these pills for it. She started out with 1, then two, and then, she needed a higher XL (which means the amount of power in each pill). The doctor gave her not a higher XL, but a higher amount of pills. I swear, she's taking 10 a day.

I went to get my 6 month checkup to the normal doctor (as all of you should also do). I was led into a room, and told to change into this outfit. Usually, they have tie up stuff in the back, and usually it's made out of cloth, but I got a paper outfit that was glued at the straps, and cut all the way down in the back. Luckily, I kept my undies on. Shudder.
Later, since I'm going into highschool, they always have to ask these questions, like, are you taking any drugs, are you acting out, have your parents been divorced. Then she asks, "Personally, are you having sex?" I say, "no."
"Are you sure you're not having sex?"
yeah, I'm not sure if someone's penis has been in my vagina, maam. I'm not sure if someone has had sex with me... how can you NOT BE SURE if you're having sex????? I asked her, she said that some people come in not knowing what sex is.
Don't you learn that in, like, 5-6th grade???

Whatever.
Yesterday, I went to Kenny with this big gallon of margarita mix. it was fun! And there was this big Flock of bats above the park. It looked so cool! They started flying in that big O formation.

Well, I gots to go guys. so, bye!